Thursday, July 17, 2014

suspension/release






we walked down
wooden stairs
i swung my head
under a low
clearance
then she was
unpacking ropes and
a little soft rug and
toys and purple rings
and ribbons and
handing me impressive
sharp shears
in case of
emergency

she was nude
a few seconds
until she wasn't;
brown taut fibers
snaked around her
hips and ass and
those thirsty thighs,
thick like in a
music video,
so much flank
to shake
it shivers
heavily
around the bone
for a moment i
just want to stand
her up and play
with all that leg,
take her from
behind and dance
against so much ass,
dance with so much woman

knots over other knots
form brown braids
secured to purple
carabiners hung by
purple ribbons tied
to thick white
synthetic knots about
a support beam
then she is
nearly in flight, first
improvising a headrest
and another line
under her seat
for support so
lewd new pockets
of her swell
between the ropes
i can't keep my
fingers from prowling
down, finding so
much wetness, when
it occurs to me
that i must train
myself, learn to
build anticipation,
tease skin,
inflict pain, inspire pleasure in
calculated stair-steps

this time though
she hung there and
i was rubbing her
deep and frantic
she was reaching
out with hand
and mouth for me so
i walked around to
feed her but couldn't
take much more
than a few good
swallows before
suiting up in rubber
lifting her legs
onto my shoulders
sinking in and
driving

all that soft
white thigh mine
to guide and spread and hug
and slap against or
just plain slap
pink orange nipples
grinding against the rope and
i don't have enough
tools or hands or cocks
to give her everything
i wish to
hung up there
in front of me
gift wrapped
gushing mildly
crying out guttural
awesome sounds and
our shared refrain
fuck, fuck, fuu-uuuck

even through my sheath
i can tell its
working
moisture at the base
of me, she's starting to
soak my balls
and i'm using
my standing leverage
holding the ropes
slamming roughly now
primal fucking
i'm glad for the
dimmer switch sensation
of the condom because
i can use my whole
weight as her
instrument
of pleasure and
focus on her sounds,
her eyes going soft,
and for a distracted
sliver of time i am
reverent
thinking one day
she might feel me truly
sailing at full mast inside

but this time we let the
hunger and urgency
own us
she hangs there and
i tear into it
mad for her cunt
deranged and strangely
empowered beyond my
imagination

as she eases down
after and we catch
our breath she tells me
this was a first
for her too
then i know she's
in it
i am loved and trusted
and talk is cheap
in the face
of real experiences
real exercises
pure action

we gather up the evidence
sleep a while on her bed
before i yield and
make a timely exit
trusting this
won't be the last
first time
for us

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